| §59 At times loneliness will weigh heavily on the priest, but he will not for that reason regret having generously chosen it. Christ, too, in the most tragic hours of His life was alone—abandoned by the very ones whom He had chosen as witnesses to, and companions of, His life, and whom He had loved "to the end" —but He stated, "I am not alone, for the Father is with me." He who has chosen to belong completely to Christ will find, above all, in intimacy with Him and in His grace, the power of spirit necessary to banish sadness and regret and to triumph over discouragement. He will not be lacking the protection of the Virgin Mother of .Jesus nor the motherly solicitude of the Church, to whom he has given himself in service. He will not be without the kindly care of his father in Christ, his bishop; nor will the fraternal companionship of his fellow priests and the love of the entire People of God, most fruitful of consolations, be lacking to him. And if hostility, lack of confidence and the indifference of his fellow men make his solitude quite painful, he will thus be able to share, with dramatic clarity, the very experience of Christ, as an apostle who must not be "greater than he who sent him," as a friend admitted to the most painful and most glorious secret of his divine Friend who has chosen him to bring forth the mysterious fruit of life in his own life, which is only apparently one of death. |
§59 Fieri nonnumquam potest, ut sacerdos solitudine gravetur; hanc tamen ob causam, minime cum paenitebit, huiusmodi vitae rationem magno animo elegisse. Ipse namque Christus, tristissimis in rerum adiunctis, solus fuit, atque vel ab illis derelictus, quos testes ac socios suae vitae sibi asciverat, quosque in finem dilexerat, nihilominus ait: Non sum solus, quia Pater mecum est . Qui libere optaverit ut totus adhaereat Christo, in eius familiaritate versans atque ex ipso gratiam hauriens, animum in primis ita confirmabit, ut omnum pellere maestitiam omnemque animi debilitationem abiectionemque vincere valeat; ipsi neque deerunt amantissima Deiparae Virginis tutela maternaque Ecclesiae sollicitudo, cui sese addixit; neque Episcopi providentia, qui Christi gratia patris munere fungitur; neque artum fidae amicitiae vinculum cum ceteris in sacerdotio fratribus; neque denique universi populi Dei caritas, consolationis feracissima. Quodsi quorundam hominum animi vel aversi, vel ad suspiciones proni, vel prorsus alieni solitariam sacerdotis vitam plus aequo interdum taedio affecerint, is sibi conscius erit, se significantissima rei veritate ipsam Iesu Christi sortem participare: cum germani apostoli instar, qui esse nequit maior eo qui misit illum, tum amici instar, cui divinus Amicus intimos animi sensus, vel doloris vel laetitiae plenos, aperuit; a quo propterea delectus est ut, vitam agens mortis speciem praebentem, arcanos vitae afferret fructus. |